The Love of my Life!

Let me tell you how much I love my Tanya. I love her more then the world is big! I've learned so much from her about life, love and about loving others. Doesn't hurt that she's fun and crazy!

I think we take our friendships for granted...actually I know I used to. It's so easy to do. Because friends understand that you go through a rough time in life and things happen and they always hang on. I'm trying not to get too religious in my blogs and I know your thinking why not? I'm not ready to bare it all on a blog!

I was talking to John last night and I started to complain about my job. Which my job isn't a bad job and I sit at home in my PJ's and I work and I make really good money. Once the words started coming out of my mouth I stopped myself. What gives me the right to complain about anything? I have more now then I have ever had and I yet...well you know where this is going. When a person is not settle within themselves, when they feel a pull somewhere else but they have a hard time taking that step...we complain because we are unsure, or scared, or selfish. I am scared. I think the next few years in my life will be those of treasures because I am going to find out things that I never knew about myself.

One more thing!!! So it's coming up on my One Year Anniversary!!! This is the LONGEST relationship I've ever been in! I told that to John last night and he said he feels honored. So I wanted to share it with you! John is a really close friend to me. I'm so glad he's in my life!

This is picture is so bad of us! But eh now you can see him!





But my doggy Sugar loves him to death!!



Anyway John has really turned into one of my best friends and he's so caring and loving! He's really made a huge difference in my life! Thanks Buddy!