Wednesday, February 7, 2007

Today I start fresh

It's funny how I pushed all of my BBC friends away. It's not funny as in haha but funny as in it showed me a lot about who I am. I used to think I was a strong person and could do anything I wanted on my own. Sadly but yet not I have learned that I am weak. That I went to BBC for a reason and even though I didn't like the end of that chapter in my life, I shouldn't just burn the pages.

I am starting this blog to get myself back on track so to speak. I had a friend tell me today that he didn't feel like he was successful and he let a lot of things slip out of his hands that he wishes he wouldn't have. Then I got to thinking....what is the meaning of his success? Money? A Family? What is it? I asked him...and he said "It's the opposite of what I'm doing now". You know I just wanted to tell him I feel the same way.

I've been working 3 jobs, I have a huge apartment a dog great friends and love in my life...but yet something is missing...actually everything I once loved is missing.

You are missing from my life! Welcome back. I hope you'll stay awhile...enjoy my blog...leave some comments and well let's reconnect!

3 comments:

Tanya said...

did you get your cut???????????????Looks good girl! Love you!

Sarah Gomez said...

hey - glad i found your blog :)

hope you don't mind i forwarded your blog to matthew for his bbc list.

it's the link list of all bethany link lists. anyone with any connection to bethany is on it ;)

you've made it bigtime now!

miss ya! check out my blog to see what's going on!

Nata said...

I'm here, I'm reading, and I love you!